Saturday, January 14, 2012

Terminal

Terminal... I think of an airport, vacation fun times, adventures awaiting. I don't think of illness or a life ending.
Pretty much my hubby's illness is Terminal. What to do - What to do. How much time ..... ? We know it won't be a year. We are not the first to deal with knowing and we won't be last. Do I blog - journal and capture the moments of love, grace, humbleness - the thought that any memory or sunset could be OUR last together. Is this my place to write thoughts- quirks -uncertainties? Many questions - no answers...


7 comments:

Cheryl said...

Jackie,
Words cannot express how your post touched my heart. Cherish every moment with rich and know that you are both in my prayers. I also want to share a website that another friend of mine is using to journal and keep friends informed. It's www.caringbridge.org. You might want to check it out. Let me know when youbr ready for a dinner out.
Xo
Cheryl

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About Me - T Earl said...

live in the moment. don't second guess yourself. do what is "right", right now. if blogging today or scrapbooking tomorrow is the right thing to do at that moment, then do it. if watching that sunset with a glass of wine and your feet kicked up is the right thing to do, then do it. allow yourself the grace and permission to live in the moment with your husband. enjoy each moment for what it is right then. smile, love, laugh, cry ... dont do so much you miss the moments, but remember it in the way that seems like the right thing to do at the time, be it journal, blog, photos or simply in your memory.

my prayers for you and your husband from a random person on the other side of the country.

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